tonight has been a fairly good night. watched the 2nd last episode of aussie idol and then bits of you think you can dance... but nothing prepared me for what bessie was going to throw at me... nearly 2 hours surfing the net, checking out myspace.
now, i hate networking sites... they give me the shits... from the poor layouts to the tonnes of pictures and music that other people like being thrown into my face... i would hate to be the person coming across myspace... (titanic soundtrack & pictures of keifer sutherland) ... i cant stand it... but, for some strange reason, all that was nearly thrown out the window as a spent much of the time looking at the two categories of people...
1- people who you hated in high school and picked on you and teased you and now want to add you so they can feel good about having high numbers of freinds and because maybe they feel that their lives are going nowhere so they want to add you to make them feel a little special...
or...
2- people you actually liked and wished you could stay in contact with, but because it has been such a long time, it would be really awkward just to say, hi... add me, let's catch up and then hardly talk because all we had in common was that we went to the same school and wanted to share homework so we could pass and then move on...
i dunno... i found myself getting strangely emotional, although, that is nothing new.. im still the same person in high school... collecting dum dinosaur items and buying movie soundtracks (currently listening to "memoirs of a geisha" - quite relaxing)
so, i am torn. do i join the empire i swore i would fight; live happily with high school memories... or do i fight the empire and live a life of crushed dreams and broken hearts and hold on to what i have?
There's nothin' where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothings right
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
just to express how im feeling... i seriously am torn... oh natalie... show me a sign... give me some direction!
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not making fun of u benwah but i couldnt help but think of this when i saw the lyrics >_<
www.youtube.com/watch?v=VAHGvywHTxQ
feel free to slap me next time u see me ^^
seriously isn't it fun seeing that kristina collins and the like are still exactly the same and still value the important things like pop culture and plaid skirts. And that mitch whitehead is a uni dropout that lives the life of a poor p diddy out west and nick warfield has long greasy hair and leo price is still a cynical, drugged up antichrist. Nice.
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